Life is about choices.
"...choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, ..." Joshua 24:15
"...narrow (contracted by pressure) and the way is straightened and compressed that leads away to life, and few are those who find it." Matthew 7:14
There is hope.
"Many evils confront the (consistently) righteous, but The Lord delivers him out of them all." Psalms 34:19
Check the sky. There may be life preservers flying at you from many different directions.
Grab... and don't let go.